New Friends

hahay...

it's already dawn but i still cant sleep. i feel so tired.

i went out last night with friends coz julius is already leaving for manila today. while we were walking, someone called from our back. both of them does look familiar but from their question, i concluded that they're not from here. they asked us if we can tell them where pantalan is. i told them that it was far but we're on our way there so they can come with us. the guy was very familiar so i asked them where they came from. he said they were from samar(a.k.a western samar). and just after he said that, julius finally said something. he asked him if he's Jireh and the guy said yes. So he's Jireh, i also know him, just his name. I know him coz he always join regional contests and my classmates know him. He was with her friend, Verna. They were visiting borongan and are staying at Jireh's aunt. They were with us til we went home. It's good to meet new people especially when it was just accidental. =)

btw, my sister visited my blog again!i hate her!i already told her that she should not visit my blog but she's still doing it. i dont know how i can stop her. the only way i can think of is to change my URL but it's really hard changing urls coz it makes people get lost. i really dont know what i should do!!!huhuhu

Damn! Good Luck!

wheeee!

got pissed off when my sister told me that the computer wasnt functioning the night before yesterday. i wasnt able to sleep early that evening so i took my guitar and went to the rooftop. i stayed there of an hour and went to my room to sleep but i wasnt able to. so, again, i went to the basement and watched tv. i went upstairs past one.

yesterday, i got up past eight to attend my driving lessons but i wasnt able to go there. my sister and i went to the computer shop along with our CPU. we waited there til it was fixed and then they said that the problem was on the switching power source so they installed a new one. we went home before lunch time and connected the CPU. damn!a blue screen appeared. i then went to the shop, again, and asked them what happened. they tried to open it but that blue screen kept on appearing. they opened the CPU and changed the memory card but nothing happened. they said that they'll reformat it to find out if the problem was on the hard disk and told me that they'll charge me 400 for that. i told them (meant it as a joke) that i have no money so they made it 200. i said that it was still too high and that i'll be the one to reformat it if they'll just lend me the OS installer since i already have the motherboard installer. god!they were so good!they said that they'll be the one to reformat it for free!hehehehe..galing ah! =)

i went home to eat lunch and went to the cafe to check my mails. i stayed for more than an hour and went home coz my sis texted me. we attended our driving lessons and went to the shop. there was still a problem. the processor was over-heating and the fan should be replaced with a new one. i then went home to get money and went back to get my CPU.

It was already past six in the evening when i arrived home and installed the drivers. after the graphics has been installed, i installed my modem so i can connect to the internet. as i was downloading other installers, someone called at the gate so i opened it. it was my friends. mga lasing nga eh! nag-inuman kasi sila. tinext nila ko so i can go there but i didnt go coz i want to fix my computer (my sis would kill me if i wont). they stayed here til past eleven and went to the alumni in pilot(elementary school).

syempre, mawawala ba naman ang pictures?!
hehehehe..tahhdahhh!












it was a request that i post the pictures here...
that's all folks! =)

Bitchy Night

pasaway!

went out kanina. nagmotor lang po kasi iniwan ni ate dorie motor niya. i went to my former school kasi hinanap ko si Sir Dean. isasauli ko kasi yung book na hiniram ko noon. pumunta pa ako sa bahay nila, but he wasnt there, sabi nung bata, he's in Davao. Grabe, ang layo nung bahay nila tapos wala lang pla!

on my way home, dinaanan ko yung plane ticket ng ate ko. Babalik na kasi siya sa Manila next week. yehey!wala nang magulo sa bahay! ako nalang dito. hanggang june pa naman kasi ako. enrollment kasi namin is june 8. ang saya!hehehe♥

nga pla, nagstroll ako kanina and i saw kim. yung nagcomment sa last post ko. di ako sure kung siya un kasi nagkasalubong lang motor namin eh. kaya ginawa ko, bumalik ako at sinundan sila.hehehhe... di ko kilala ung batang un. sa friendster lang connection namin. Ang alam ko lang din, kapatid siya ni ate kristine barredo na classmate ng ate ko nung high school. Nagsend kasi ako sa kanya ng message sa friendster nung nabasa ko comment niya kaya naman tuloy pa rin usapan namin sa friendster. And yeah, siya nga ung nakita ko nung nagmomotor ako. nakita kasi din niya ako nung nagkasalubong ulit kami.

umalis ako ngaung gabi with my friends and nadala ko na ung dcam ni ate yvonne. grabe ung mga taong un!nag-aagawan sa camera.

Presenting, THE CAM WHORES:
l-r:julius,marianne,jelyn,michael,&rosemae

nag-aagawan...sa cam or sa fone?

sleepy?nah, masakit lang ulo

julius yves dulfo bagacay

marianne coles garcia

di naman lang nagsabi!

baliktarin man ang mundo...hahaha..nvm!

ganda ng mga smiles!pwede na sa close up commercial. =)


un lang po un. salamat! =)

Insecurities Can Kill You

ayoko na!

i went out with my classmates this evening. Aalis na kasi ung isa naming classmate papuntang Manila kaya naman nagkita-kita kami. Maglalakad lang sana kami kaso dumaan yung van ng classmate namin kaya naman nakisakay kami papuntang seawall.

Nung dumating kami doon,naghanap kami ng pwestong pwedeng upuan. Doon kami tumambay sa tabi ng mga tables. Ang dami kasi ng tao kaya ala mahanap na matino. Yung may-ari pala nung pwestong yun ay mga estudyante sa st.mary's noon. Sabi yun ni cha coz ung ex niya nandun.

I saw Aien na dumating. She saw me din kahit madilim kaya tinawag niya ko. First time yun na nagkausap kami ng harapan since i was grade 6 (except nung ininvite niya ako nung debut niya). Syempre, the usual kumustahan lang. aLa naman kaming mapapag-usapan kasi di naman kami gaanong close. Sometimes napapaisip nga tuloy ako kung sana nagpatuloy nalang friendship namin tulad nung elementary pa ako, yung di pa ako nag-aalangan sa kanya, hindi na sana ako naiilang sa kanya ngayon. weird...bakit ba ako maiilang?ewan. [edit]siguro kasi ibang-iba ung world na ginagalawan niya sa ginagalawan ko. mine is just simple while ung kanya, hmm, idunno pero iba sakin. [/edit]

[edit]Maybe this is just bcoz of my insecurities. Im always afraid na hindi ako tatanggapin ng taong yun. Worried that that person would not like me for who i am o di kaya dahil sa ang pangit ko or ang taba ko. Kahit pa man nung bata pa ko, nanjan na yung takot na yan. Kaya naman siguro, hindi ako natutong magtiwala sa iba. Sa bagay, how can i trust them na kahit nga sarili ko di ko pinagkakatiwalaan. There's always doubt in me. Sa tuwing may gagawin ako, there's always that question na "what if?". di yun nawawala. never in my life na nagtiwala ako sa iba. kahit nga family ko, i still doubt their love for me. ewan! i know na mali pero di ko maiwasan. sinubukan ko na minsang magtiwala pero hindi ko pa rin nagawa. bahala na.[/edit]

bout Aien pla, i want her to be my friend, yung hindi ako maiilang, coz i know na mabait siyang tao. [edit]pero un nga, takot ako. takot akong mapagtawanan at maisulto. sawa na ako sa ganon. i hate the feeling of being rejected. ayoko na. my life has been like this since nagkaisip ako.[/edit] ayoko na, ayoko na!

Needles Play

shit!

got pissed off by this "HUMBLE" visitor who signed my tagboard. how dare he/she say that his/her work is better than mine when (s)he didnt even leave a link that i could visit to prove his statement! i made it clear to everyone that im just a new user of photoshop that's why my work is not that good compared to others. but it's still not proper to make such comments especially when you dont even know the person.

here's for YOU, stupid! thanks to cbox i got your IP. i already banned it so dont you dare try to do that again!

basta bahala na! kung mangyari pa 'to, binalaan na kita, i love playing with needles and di ako mag-aalangan gamitin yun sayo. if you get what i mean...


til here, nanonood pa ako ng majika.

When Watching Isn't Enough

yehey!

ive just finished downloading the songs from the movie, "If Only", and im playing it right now. god, i love that movie!though ive watched it a thousand times, i still get that "kilig" feeling after watching it. i watched it kanina sa Star Movies kaya i remembered to download that two songs JLH sang. the songs were: Love Will Show You Everything and Take My Heart Back.

kakakilig talaga..hay, inggit tuloy ako. hehehe. sana mangyari din sa kin ung part ung graduation ni samantha. ako daw siya, nagplay ng violin sa isang orchestra and sinurprise daw ako nung boyfriend ko at pinakanta sa'kin ung song na gawa ko infront of so many people...tsktsk..nangangarap ng gising!!!hahaha pero wala namang masamang mangarap ah!sige continue...hehehehehe

well anyway, here's the video from the movie


enjoy! :)

btw,i have one favorite line there...that line of Ian in the second day before they enter the cab infront of the Tantra Restaurant...hehehe..here it is:

"I love you. I wanna to tell you why I love you. I have to tell you this and you need to hear it.
I loved you since I met you but I would'nt allow myself to truly feel it until today
I was always thinking ahead, making decision so i fear. Today, because of you, what I learned from you, every choice I made was different, and my life has completely changed. And I have learned, if you do that then you live your life fully. It doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years... Samantha, if not for today, if not for you, I would never have known love at all... So thank you for being the person who taught me to love and to be loved"

..that line was so touching.
but am kinda sleepy now so i think that's all for today. :)

Night Out

i thought...

i spoiled the whole morning,sleeping. woke up past ten and noticed my sis looking at me as if she was going to eat me. she always tell me every morning that i should stop sleeping late and start waking up early. so i got up and went downstairs. i faced the mirror near the kitchen and scratched my head with my hand as a sign of annoyance as i saw her approaching. she made a slight move towards the kitchen and said after gaining back her balance that i should mop the kitchen floor. i declined to what she said and told her that i already mopped it the day before. She then pushed me and said it was mother who wants me to mop it again. quickly, i managed to go through her to the CR.

as i was washing my face, i got my mind running and thought of the answers why i resist to get up early every morning. some of my lame excuses just popped up my head. i am just so dumb to get up early and too lazy to make my daily chores. that's all the best i can think of. so what i did was go to the kitchen and took the mop from the sink and start mopping. i finished it faster than yesterday so i got the time to go back to my room and lay on my bed with exhaustion.

after some time, i went downstairs and opened the monitor of my computer. i checked out some of my mails and visited my blog for no reason. just as i was turning the computer off, my sis called me and told me that it was time for lunch. i went directly to the kitchen to check out the food mother prepared for us. after the eating, i collected the plates we used and washed them(it was my turn to wash). again, i went directly to my room after i finished washing. i sleeped the whole afternoon and thought my day would end just like that. sooooo boring. it's always the same everyday.

i opened my phone as i was sitting down to watch the tv and saw there was a message from charisse(my classmate in high school). i thought it was her regular text, GOOD AFTERNOON. but it wasnt. here's how it goes:

oi, kadi kam yana ha munisipyo kirigta kita, pagabi, sagot ni marianne..iya in celebration han iya bday! dalia na!

i wont translate it. or should i say, i cant.

i went to meet them and was so happy to see them all. not all of my hyskul classmates were present coz many of them have summer classes. we stayed infront of the municipal building for quite some time and decided to go to the seawall. we just walked and talked about the latest news and chikas of everyone til we finally arrived there. we arranged some tables and ate pizza, some barbeque and pusso. we talked alot. it was really obvious that everyone was looking at us, we were soooo noisy. everyone was talking. julius was even shouting. hanzelle and tope, too. i heared jesse said that nothing has changed. everyone was still the same. it's true, nothing has changed YET!

im so happy to see everyone talking and telling stories about their own experiences, how they cope with their lives in manila, cebu, or wherever they go. it seemed that everyone was contented of their life now.

i forgot who suggested we go to pantalan but we went their. again, we just walked. it was kinda far but didnt noticed it coz we were all busy talking.hehehe when we arrived there, amiel saw a firefly and tried to catch it. i like seeing fireflies at night so amiel and i went near the bushes to find other fireflies and put it on a container. it was so nice to see many fireflies in the container glowing.

julius, hanzelle, jelyn, tope, and cha played patentero(a game we used to play when we were still in elem and hs). we enjoyed watching them running from one base to another(whatever you call it). after the game, they joined us and were still hyper. we continued our talk for an hour and decided to walk home.

it ended so fast but it's still the best thing i did this summer.

Pictures On The Move

success!

hai, got busy this afternoon after my driving lessons coz i tried to use my image ready. after an hour infront of the computer, i got the idea how to make a gif so tried to make a sample. and yeah, i was able to make my first gif!hahaha after two hours of clicking and dragging, timing and cutting,& writing and erasing, i was able to make my very first gif! it was not as good as other gifs out there but for me, it was the best!hehehe i also made another one which looks the same as the first one.

here they are:


hehehe..hope you like them! :)

Fanatic Wannabe

new BG!

hay, i've made another bg while playing with the brushes of photoshop yesterday afternoon. it's a lil bit messy but that's why i love it!

ive also made a bg of "Return of the Condor Hereos" the day before yesterday. I used it as my bg for a day then used the new one. i made it as a theme coz im watching it every night in GMA. it's called the "Love of the Condor Heroes" but when i searched it through the net, i found out that it was "Return of the Condor Heroes". I know the story coz ive already watch the anime version. it's a japanese love story. :)

here's a shot of the other bg i made:

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kinda asking why "amber" when all you can see is brown? well, i just like to use amber as the title. that's it. brown is not very far from amber, anyway. ayt?