Crazy Day

hay, kakaloka today..
di ako nakatulog last nyt kc i was so damn busy pg-internet.
i think that was already 2:30 in the morning nung nakatulog ako and i woke up mga 4:30am kaya mejo kakapagod tlga.

di nga me ng-open kahit anong notes sa botany. first long exam ko kanina pero di tlga me nakapag-aral. inatupag ko lang kc ung net kaya ewan ko kung ano naisagot ko dun kanina sa exam. hay, hirap tlga. nung lumabas na kami ng lab, pinag-uusapan ng mga klasmyts ko kung ano answers nila and syempre, para akong tanga na wala akong maintindihan sa pinagsasabi nila. mga terms na di ko pa narinig...hay, ung isa nga eh, tinanong pa ako nung spelling.hmm, i think that word was distichous. pano ko nman kaya un maispell kung first time kong marinig ung word. hay, ewan ko!mababaliw tlga ako dun.

buti nlang meron magandang nangyari sakin kanina. i just got my own USB flash drive 256mb! thank you tlga ate yvonne sa binigay mong USB...palagi ko nlang kcng prob ung pgtransfer ng data. matagal ko ng plan ung bumili kaso ala akong pambili..thank you tlga..binilhan niya ko sa cebu kahapon nd nagkita kami kanina before sya umuwi ng borongan..promise niya kc un sakin ung christmas..kaya ganun.*-*

ngstart na pla ung forbidden love kanina. nanood ako pero ewan, mejo naguguluhan ako sa story. siguro di ko lang magets ung mga background ng mga grupo dun. mejo di ko rin feel kasi ayoko ng maraming ng-aaway..hehehe..pero sige, try ko magwatch every night para maintindihan ko. masyado na kasing late ung sched niya kaya ewan ko lang..hehehe.*-*

Only You

ang ganda talaga
kakainlove
ang saya tlga pag nag-aaway si gillian at tj
sayang nga lang at malapit nang matapos
masaya tlga 'to
maganda story kc nagkaanak sila
ang cute pa nman...joshua ang pangalan
di alam ni tj na nagkaanak sila ni gillian nung me nangyari sa kanila nung nandun pa sila sa italy. nagkita sila after 6 years. Nagtrabo c gillian sa itallian resturant na pagmamay-ari ni tj and ngayon close na sina tj at joshua kahit di niya alam na anak niya 'to.
hay, syempre, nainlove si tj kay gillian pero galit pa rin si gillian sa kanya!
nice tlga ang story!!!
nood nalang kayo...

The Blogger Returns

music: mojofly - tumatakbo, craig david - im sorry

After a year, I showed up. I haven't updated this blog since high school. I've been college for more than seven months and it is just now that i've given time to check it out.

I never missed to go to internet cafes and check my friendster account if i have a new message or a testimonial. I always have the time to type www.blogger.com just to update my blog, but I didn't. I don't know, but for some reasons i cant write what's been happenin to me these past few months. Hmm, it's just so different now.

Can't think what's been stoppin me to write here. So, I decided to check it and make some changes in my blog. Yeah, I did a perfect job in changing my layout but i still cant post anything on it that is worth reading. Now, i'm pushing myself to publish something that's good. I just dont know if i can...

Ohh, by the way, thanks to joyce and julius for reminding me to update my blog. Both of them are competing in making their blog layout bueautiful. They just told me to edit mine, too.

Words of the Therapist

when you feel you're incapable of doing things, just think about all the things you can do! Better if you could write them on a piece of paper. Read it many times until you realize that there are other things that you can do!...This doesnt give much but i know it would make you feel better.

now, when you feel incomplete, remember that no one is perfect and that others are also feeling the same way sometimes. There may be times when you ask yourself why you cant have things others have. And even how hard you try to get them, you still cant. Bear in mind that you cant have everything. Not all of your wishes come true for it was never meant to be yours. Learn how to treasure all the things you possess. And you will feel how happy it is to be complete!

A Pile of Nonsense

It’s cold
It’s lonely
I’m alone
I want to cry.

It’s hard
It’s dark
I’m afraid
I want to hide.

To be brave
To be strong
To stand up
And learn how to fight.

To be good
To be humble
To love
And live a happy life.

I’ll try
I’ll do it
‘til the day I can say
I’m a better person now!